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Sunday, March 25, 2007

melt, knelt, welt.

 

with our spines melded three Amy said to Troy, i'll hold up the sky for as long as you want me to. all i wanted to do then was peel off my skin and walk away, bodiless. naked. beating heart and churning spirit visible to everyone's amusement. anything at all but this personal intrusion. he gave her a single caress on the cheek and replied my stupid girl.

 

these days i cannot stand couples. i used to regard them with pointed indifference. now all i feel is grudging envy and contempt. it is difficult when i don't want to be that way with anybody right now. i just want to be that way. do you understand Rudy? do you understand Fir? i am too self absorbed to come close to the things that you demand of me. i am mad from this blend of self loathing and narcissism.

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i love Fir only when he's not there. and as for Rudy, i only love his ridiculously soft baby hair.

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Posted by NHJ 3/25/2007 07:59:00 am