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Saturday, July 01, 2006

i want you to die now.
die. go away.

a place where you don't swim backwards and gasp for your life. where your tail is back to its deep shade of beautiful red and your belly the white of pearls and baby teeth. where you are as playful as you are, swimming in rapid S lines. a place where there's a nice girl who tells you only happy stories in which there are no secret monsters and pink walls. someone who loves you enough. someone worthy of your beauty and fishy friendship.

my special red fish. i never thought i would cry for you, silly little swimmer.

i am so sorry. can't you tell? do you cry? do you have a soul? will i see you again? will you understand my flawed humanity?

will you stop punishing me now? peace, red fish. i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

i'm sorry.
Posted by NHJ 7/01/2006 07:36:00 pm