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Sunday, January 08, 2006

today marks our thirtieth month together and also the first of all thirty months he has not and will not gush at the wonder of my existence in his life.

i zipped and hid away my mobile in case the urge to call one of the hermits to whine about my disintigerating heart, overcome and shame me. they would sneer at these blank white pages, my steady voice and dry cheeks.

so sunday came and it was just sitting, with the rain pattering meekly upon the roof and a baby with the softest curls resting her sleeping head upon my breast. as the wind blew those precious curls upon my still lips, i thought, this is a perfect moment.

transforming unwillingly from an authoritative, regal scribbler to a shaking, sobbing girl, there were shuddering hisses of i don't want to belong anywhere anymore.
Posted by NHJ 1/08/2006 06:44:00 pm