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Saturday, October 02, 2004

speck

when i prayed just now, God showed me magic. He let my eyes focus upon one speck of dust suspended eeriely in the air. i know He is trying to show me something.

yesterday my parents almost had a fight. it was because of CX. she is really hard headed. sometimes her pride reminds me of my father. i suppose that is where we all got it from. sometimes she feels too much like part of the world. yesterday, i have come to realise how much stability in a family can affect someone. the only peace left in the world for me is peace between these two adults. when it wavers, everything is lost. i do not want to wear empty eyes beneath my brows.

that speck of dust is still in my mind. what could be holding it in the air like that? is a humanoid from another dimension balancing it upon his shoulders like a boulder? is it actually a gargantuan star from a tiny sun system existing dangerously in my brother's room? what would have happened if i pinched it between my two fingers and scatter what is left all around the room? will i give birth to more sun systems?

or is that speck of dust, me?
Posted by NHJ 10/02/2004 07:27:00 pm