what i cannot take is the overwhelming loneliness of it. of how i let my head drop on the table with an echoing thud and feeling the shadow just cradling my head. no warmth. just the soft black void of emptiness and imitation spreading and embracing my head like a true friend.
the tears are warm. but. it's just not it.
the sobs are loud. comforting in a belittling way. they resemble somewhat of lost voices singing. orca-ish.
Posted by NHJ
8/17/2004 12:07:00 pm
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