things are so far away. i feel like a repellant.
there is an ongoing block firmly planted at the little fingernail doors on my hands. doubt i suppose. my fingers never did stop shaking. i can see pounding words through the skin.
i saw an ant. struggling to climb up a wall, while holding on to its crippled comrade. the injured one fell out of its front legs. and the shaken ant walked away.
randomness is a great saviour. it gives me an excuse. and doubt comes by less often. i worry too much about listening ears, roaming eyes, critical minds braced for combat and take down. i worry too much.
there are so many things out of reach. an inch from my stretched fingertips.
Posted by NHJ
5/28/2004 04:15:00 pm
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