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Sunday, May 30, 2004

living has became tiring.
to think if we acted unaccordingly to the Plan, we might disrupt the whole web of connection between everyone of us [think Chaos Theory]. not that we can though.
but the contradicting thing is that, i don't really believe in predestination. it is something far beyond that. there are just too few choices. it has something to do with our own actions. how what we do depends on the actions of someone else.
what happened to individuality? times like these, i desire a life of a hermit. well, a life of a hermit with F. loneliness is not just a state of mind.
it is disturbing; this image of us all entangled together in web-like twine, constantly in danger of strangling one another.

but we're not butterflies. and there is something much worst then a spider lurking out there.



Posted by NHJ 5/30/2004 05:32:00 pm